“Wurst Hollywood”- Single (#metoo)

i have to be honest right now as of 6/10/2025

I recently went to Weho and lightly participated in ChemSex. I say lightly because I was not prepared because I had not planned to do anal or hookup, I was only in town for a doctor appointment ironically enough. I basically took two puffs, spent about 15 minutes on the toilet (as a guest, embarrassing myself and feeling very ungracious, which is not my jam…)

The person’s whose apartment it was and was hosting the hookup very politely and tenderly I must admit, asked me to “please stop using” before also politely communicating that the hookup was over and it was time for me to leave.

I’m sharing this because I think it’s unfair for me to have painted the people of Weho in a negative way. You can think what you want about homos and drug users, but this man, who was even tweaked out himself, showed me a notable amount of maturity and common decency that I had not expected. Hardcore drugs are obviously not a healthy habit to pick up and I wept when I got home later that night because I was so disappointed in myself for “slipping” after only basically sticking to weed and alcohol for about a year straight- and even at the height of my experimenting I only would party 🥳 a couple times every few months because I’ve always worked regular jobs; but I also cried because of how plainly honest the man laid it out for me- he could have just been telling me to stop using people in general like sex objects, which is what ultimately I was doing- which probably also added to my crying fit, again out of embarrassment- but also because I felt that he genuinely cared even though I was a perfect stranger just coming over for nothing but sex. But he set me str8, atleast for now, and that is worth mentioning for the sake of redeeming the human species as a whole; even if he just ended up taking a rip from his crack pipe after I left.

I give credit where credit is due. Thank you to that guy and thanks to anyone who can see the beauty in this story that I just finished writing. Peace & Love.

**in light of the recent P Diddy trial verdict, I would like to say isn’t it sad how a few rotten people (the criminal-Elite minority) can ruin life for everyone else (avg poor person)