fantasy: feeling the way i think i'm supposed to doing what i wish i could do

our favorite place to rant: kroger parking lot
i amuse black people
"real" means primitive
most black people love me, some of em don't
can you tell that we changed the battery
i really hate disappointing people contrary to my persona
dear control freaks: you exhaust me, also
we are far better off in our tin foil castle down yonder
i don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings but i so often do
no square peg but i fantasize about being one
this lonely existence ain't one i can't deal w/
you can't solve my problem, not you or anyone
who says it has to be a problem all cos it's difficult or different
orange juice break!
i'm sure he thought i was on drugs specifically ecstasy
i still push em all away anyway
it's even more painful than it woulda been if i hadn't tried at all
goin to a party n pretending to enjoy myself
i never do this at the grocery store anymore haha
just be yourself, it's better than the alternative
if you know yourself you will have sumin to give
don't fight your own nature
do whatever you can to comprehend what you want *or don't want
conventional crap makes me wanna throw up
i don't want people to be like me cos we can't all be freaks
in order to be myself i have to disappoint you
always goin back to the serenity prayer
sometimes i feel too stubborn
what i'm doing is not contingent on what you're doing
i am the way that i am for my own personal reasons
i didn't even want friends when i was 6
you can accuse me of everything but lying