the 2nd thur outta the month i MIGHT wanna be around someone

i tried to write a song again yawl
i am way better at coming up w/ stuff on the spot
funny that i bitch about the sheep n yet there is one on my hat
i love the kerosene metaphor so much
at least we have fun fuckin up
any conventional thing urges me to grab my kerosene
i could never be transformed into your labrador
i will leave you wanting more whilst sitting right here
i've tried being conventional, i used to watch tv JUST. LIKE. YOU
9 x outta ten relationships fail so WHY DO WE DO THIS TO OURSELVES
i can't stand being around anyone for the most part
asexuality is more about a lack of need for sex
never trying to tell anyone what to do
that penis is such a governing factor in a lotta ways
so loose that year i relapsed, surprised i didn't get gonorrhea
"new experiences" don't involve going to the mountains but FUCKING
i dunno what it is in relation to my disgust w/ intimacy
anything that you reject will just keep comin on back
whatever you resist persists, that's what they say
i insist...
the bitches that i work w/...
when men act like women it's so much worse
manipulation is the worst way to control
i can't deny these negative aspects of my personality cos i see em up close n personal
the more i accept the way i am the more blessings i receive from Him
i don't need anyone to confirm or re-affirm anything for me
i've always told way too much truth n it's gotten me into a lotta trouble
stop taking everything personally
if i don't wanna talk i just don't wanna talk GET OVER IT
Church is different becuz it's the house of God
no priest at YOUR house so bye bye
i belong in a monastery but i am supposed to make art here in this dumpsite called the usa
i believe i've already told you that i'm mentally ill
we don't share the same goals, it would never work out
many definitely have a comedy crush on me
narcissists dunno why they are attracted to empaths
some words are difficult to sing
i love playing keys now, it's such a joy
BE PATIENT, oh wait this is the west nevermind
artists get it n appreciate it
people that don't make anything don't get the meaning
they never desire an explanation, maybe i'm the one that needs it
keep barking, we will turn it into a song
criticism re-affirms why i do it this way
stop being a pussy, TAKE THE CRITICISM
most of these people are shitheads anyway
i also didn't have all the life experience back then
i don't encourage bullying or anything
this is artistic gaslighting
turn everything into an auntie anne's pretzel
nothing has to cripple you if you understand it
what greater way to say fuck you then to twist whatever they say to hurt you in your favor
this is how manipulation CAN work for you *woman