Honestav - Growin' Pains (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

Premiered Feb 14, 2025
Director / DP / Editor - Nathan R. Smith

AD / Drone-Op / VFX / Color - Jacob Carlson

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Lyrics:

Don’t ask me how I’ve changed
I’ve been like this since I was 16
Quittin’ all my jobs
I’m hard headed
I have trouble listening

And I just saw my old friends
They’re all happy and having kids
And their Dads are all real proud
Almost forgot I don’t fit in

They wish they chased their dreams
And I wish I stayed at home
They can’t get off of work
And I can’t get off my phone

My friends are all so happy
Where the fuck did I go wrong
But I guess I’m still the same
Trying to fit in where I don’t belong

Why can’t I just move on
I’ve felt like this for too long
I’ll crash my car into a pond
If I can’t get back what I never really had
I don’t like thinking about my past
Because why do it feel like I’m drowning

This life look good when it’s through a phone
Working all week away from home
And singing songs
And getting stoned
Ain’t seen my dog in too long
Ain’t met my buddies new kid
I can’t help but to do wrong
Fucked up everyone knew this
I’m stuck right here can’t move on

But imma go be what I told you
Who would I be without knowing you
All of this shit on the internet
make me feel like I ain’t me I won’t hold you
But fuck it we here now
Growing apart our conversation weird now
You got a career now
I’m staying up late and drinking too much beer now

Some things don’t change
Some things don’t stay the same
I’m praying for some better days
But I don’t know if God can hear a thing
And I don’t know if I deserve it
I’m still soul searching
I wish I could be home tomorrow
Babe right now I’m on the road and working

Why can’t I just move on
I’ve felt like this for too long
I’ll crash my car into a pond
If I can’t get back what I never really had
I don’t like thinking about my past
Because why do it feel like I’m drowning

Why can’t I just move on
I’ve felt like this for too long
I’ll crash my car into a pond
If I can’t get back what I never really had
I don’t like thinking about my past
Because why do it feel like I’m drowning