i have boatloads of discernment but i can still choose to ignore it

i can't fuck this one up (hopefully)
it will fly off the dashboard if i drive too fast
i need to take the back roads
that was a present from my frenemy
so my bishop encouraged me to never do drugs again
he really doesn't know much about the subject, i mean
my bishop has never done drugs...surprise surprise
i've been binging a lot as of late
i need to stop putting this pressure on myself
resistance will cause me to do the exact opposite
i know better than most about drug use
medicine is for healing
less annoyed w/ family when high...true shit
i was in a different head space back then
silly for me to pretend i dunno that the Bible solves all problems
i will never do another sobriety date
i find it quite interesting that Liturgical Easter is on 4/20
God is definitely on board w/ this decision
i no longer need drugs, i just do em cos it's part of my routine
since i'm so oppositional to this world it's been quite a challenge
i do believe that i'm chosen by God, i've had enough experiences to confirm this