i wanna do these things for the right reason not just cos it's part of my routine

i wanna eat that sky, don't chu
i am talking about this a lot so that i hold myself accountable
in case you're not familiar w/ the drug holidays, april 20th is marijuana xmas
our lenten fast ends at just the right time
ever since i was 16 i've been on & off various substances
i just wanna see what it's like to be totally sober
social media messes w/ yer brain chemistry
it's always a temptation to look up things that won't be good for my well-being
hopefully this will increase mindfulness about what i do
sad enough to consider suicide once more
speaking of how fucked up the world is...
there are 4 helicopters, i promise
i always assume sumin ominous n the sheep never seem to notice
nothing worse than being labelled crazy apparently
marijuana just made sense outta my paranoia
it's not 2.5 months, more like 1.5
i've gotten myself into this routine of consistently posting
i wish i had this level of dedication w/ standup
wherever i am there is quicksand
i hate inconveniencing other people but i still can't make myself show up on time for anything
i think it's cos i just wanna be alone
the purpose of fasting from drugs is understanding
i knew that fb was dangerous immediately
women were already terrible before social media
narcissism, that's what it is...they need to be validated
dress like a skank, get treated like a skank
if it's not one man validating her it will be a buncha scum
women will believe anything so long as they stay a victim
women love dogs cos they will never criticize em
there's that restaurant that i said was fake psych op "food"
i'm curious to see if the food is as bad as it looks on yelp
americans will eat ANYTHING so rfk can try all he wants but...
when you are hurting call out for Jesus the healer is near, so true
the problem is the come down
yes it says BRUH on the back of that lexus
the internet has screwed everybody up
lowering drug tolerance is always a good reason
that was a 4way stop n everybody went when it was their turn
i have no problem following the rules whenever they actually make sense
metallica jabs? no thanks