whatever they say to insult you put it in yer satchel n thank em for it

can you tell that the battery is running out
pissing people off when all they do is scoff feels real good
doin what you know you should feels good
indecent people weren't given a good example of how to act in their childhood but STILL don't be a doormat
you can feel sorry for people n STILL not be their punching bag
do the exact opposite of the people that suck as human beings
if a mean person says sumin to cut chu down don't chu frown
smile real wide cos they're dead inside
they do it cos they're dead
i'd give you my God if you'd take Him but you run n hide
WHY CAN'T I PLAY THIS ON STAGE WHY
w/ jealousy is a lotta shame
i used to be a very jealous person *running theme
i started doin things that gave me actual confidence n a work ethic that speaks for itself
anytime i accomplish anything i look up n thank God
you can't care about everything all the time
the kinds of people that i wanna reach don't care about all the bullshit
podcasts aren't interesting, just the very premise sucks
independent artists are just that, we don't wanna be controlled
once you sign a contract they own you
i'm suspicious of annie (clark) cos of how involved she is w/ the fashion industry *obvious sex trafficking
she talks way too much now about being a lesbian n it's just fucking nauseating n i am not saying that cos i'm "homophobic" it's just annoying
many amazing artists get taken out by the industry
the more popular you get the more people you gotta please
i pick up on the people pleasing trait immediately cos i am the opposite
narcissists are so attracted to me cos they want people to think that they have empathy
i can't just blame them cos this is also my fault
sometimes i am super jealous of the narcissist n wish i didn't care so much
i second, third, fourth, fifth guess myself all the time
but i don't wanna be a piece a shit!