Clif High - That complex bitch! Always kicking my ass!

Aether Pirates of the Matterium!

Hello, humans. Hello, humans. February 1st, 4.12 in the morning. Oh, my God. Getting up at 3 is its own punishment. Anyway... So I want to talk for a few minutes about this real bitch. Just a terrible bitch. But before I get into talking about her, let's talk about hyperspace for a second, okay? So first off,
when humans take psychedelics, there are these predictable effects beyond getting stoned and going off and getting weird and shit. There are these ancillary effects that come on later after the process has matured within your mentition, right? Okay. So it fucks with your mind and you get to resettle all your thoughts and how your
thoughts work and stuff at a very deep, deep level, at a consciousness level, but also at a biochemical level. And so you might take some psychedelics. If you took it once, maybe you would have this happen once, right? And what would happen is that maybe for the next two months,
things would be like a little odd in your brain. Different connections being formed and this kind of thing. You'd feel it. You'd be sort of aware of it. Most of the time, maybe it wouldn't rise to your consciousness, your awareness perception level.
But you'd hover close to that because your brain is thinking in new and unique ways to you. And you actually experience this in hormonal production and stuff, right? So you would feel it. You'd have sensation that would tell you about that. You also have predictable effects that occur sometime afterwards. They call them flashbacks, but it's not really.
What's actually going on is further reintegration at a deeper level of the meanings and stuff that you picked up in that experience. So it's an ongoing process that can continue for decades. And it's intermittent, it's not continuous. So it might happen for two months after you took the psychedelic if you took enough of a dose.
And then maybe seven or eight months after that, you'd have a few days of it, and then maybe the next two or three years it might happen again. And that would basically be it, right? But if you took a lot of psychedelics, you could expect to have having these kind of effects for a number of years.
And sometimes people report that, you know, on specific kinds of psychedelics, especially things that are known as teachers, right, in the strains, like golden teacher mushrooms, right? or the Sky Teacher mescaline. These will have effects that will come on you 20 and plus years later. You get another insight. And it's a natural process,
and it's the evolution of the biochemistry of the brain relative to the hormones, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Anyway, though, so what I wanted to present today was talk about this bitch, right? But before we get into that, I want to describe hyperspace. When you take psychedelics, if you take a...
large enough dose, you have these two major effects that are determinate. They're part of the definition for reaching hyperspace, right? The first part of this is the dissolution. The actual dissolution of your body. You actually feel like you're dying. And your body separates and ultimately it separates into all of its atoms and the
body just kind of disappears and all that is left is your awareness. Because your consciousness never goes anywhere. It never gets damaged or changed in any way. Anybody saying they can raise your consciousness is full of horseshit. So you take the psychedelics and you go through the dissolution, the death of the body.
You will see paintings in caves that they're able to, because of the nature of the paint that was used, because it was biological and not synthetics, they're able to date this stuff. Carbon dating, I think, is stupid, but in any event, they claim dates on it that may be reasonably accurate,
in which case we might have drawings in these caves that go back 30 and 40,000 years in Africa and in Central America of people trying to express what they went through in their psychedelic experience that they had at that time. And they frequently draw on the human body lying on its back because everybody's a
ground hugger if you take enough of this stuff. And the body being separated, you know, like the finger joints separate, the wrist, elbow, etc., etc. And all these pieces moving off in disparate ways. And that's really the effect. You actually feel your body dissolving in that sense. So, that's number one, is the dissolution of the body.
And I put that down to the actual transit of the body. of the life-death barrier, that you have to have shed your body to some degree in order to get through this barrier. Because it's my understanding that hyperspace is on the other side of that barrier. It's also my understanding that hyperspace is actually
where the event stream forms, right? The shit that's going to pop into our material reality here in the Materium is forming in hyperspace, and hyperspace is just the other side of the life-death barrier, and presents to us what I describe as the event stream here in the Materium. and the feed for the event stream, so to speak,
the feed for the bazillions of hoses that are the event stream, is within hyperspace. And so the number one effect of this that you can tell, okay, I'm really going this time, is your body dissolves, right? And then the second effect is that you actually literally, you feel as though you don't have a body,
you recognize you don't have a body, but you still feel stuff, and you feel as though you've gone through a membrane. And in my opinion, that membrane is actually the energetic life death barrier. And then suddenly you're into hyperspace, and it is an absolute, absolute incredible chaos that you cannot imagine. Noise and sight and everything,
and you have no ears and have no eyes, so I don't know how you're seeing this. But nonetheless, your consciousness is picking up all of this. Your awareness is picking up the huge, fantastic amounts... of dynamic actions everywhere. Every little being in there is talking at you and trying to get your attention and
putting thoughts in your head. There's lights everywhere. There's just constant noise. Everything is vibrating and moving. There's no real steady place to set anything on. Bear in mind, this is not a materium. There's no matter there. Well, there is matter because I think it's in with the ether and you can form things.
And I think what you're actually doing at that point is using your mind to manipulate the ether because words don't make any sense in the circumstances. So there's not really words as you understand them, and there's not really numbers and stuff as you understand them. Okay, so now getting back to the bitch, right? The bitch is karma.
And people have understandings of karma that are accurate because they're on a personal level. You know, if you go slap that guy or kick him in the nuts, you're going to get an instant karma reaction, right? But there's also the longer delayed karma. If you go and do something bad and you hide it, like Bill Gates, well,
he's hid all of his bad shit, but his karma's coming to get him. And we may kill him on this planet to rid ourselves of him. We may kill him on this planet in retribution for all the evil he has done. But his real karmic impact is after he dies.
And he's very desperately afraid of that, as are all these saintnesses. In any event, okay, so one thing I wanted to point out was that karma is not quite as we understand it, because we think of karma at a personal level, and we rarely stop to think of ourselves as one of an infinite number that cannot
possibly be calculated of life as individual units here in this materium. And all of that life is constantly creating new karma because every action has a An equal and opposite reaction, so to speak, right? Every action induces some level of karma into the system as a total. And it's my understanding now that by going into hyperspace,
you're actually looking at the place where the event stream is forming, the source of the event stream in that sense, right? It's not the source of life or any of that. It's the source of the dynamic action as the energy is transmitted into the materium. And that's where the mechanism of karma actually comes into things.
Because every single one of your actions has karmic import, whether you understand it or not, and frequently, or mostly, probably, in some magnificently high number, high percentage, 99,999% kind of thing, right? of your actions are in fact providing karmic downchain manifestations for someone else. So every action you do will produce karma,
but it's not necessarily going to be a karmic blowback on you. Certainly there are those. There's no question about that. And so you can think of this as one of the things that Kathari understood was that every action has this downstream effect. And so you could purify the downstream effect by having a conscious attention to your actions,
right? And this is also what the Bhagavad Gita says in terms of Krishna talking to Arjuna, right? There are downstream effects, and you can eliminate those downstream effects in certain cases. by the mental content and the awareness in doing that act. So as a warrior, you're supposed to kill,
but killing causes karmic repercussions for you as well as everybody else, right? Because you're always contributing to the event stream by every action you take, having all these karmic ripples that go on and on and on, and there's all these common auric effects, and so no wonder hyperspace and the event stream are just so incredibly intense in
terms of dynamic action. And it's because there's all these, you know, uncountable number of beings in this universe. We're all in there contributing to this giant karmic dispute. And so, anyway, so the Kathari believed you could purify the event stream this way by watching your actions at a mental level. And they are not wrong. It's incredibly tedious.
It takes a lot of work and so on and so on. But also, though, they understood, as do some of the Hindus, they understand that you must act. Not only must it be done in that moment, but it must be done in that moment for its repercussions further into the event stream.
And so the avoidance of acting is itself an act. You're polluting the event stream, and you'll get a blowback from that if you try and avoid taking actions. Just try at some point being in a position and not make a decision. Just simply refuse to make a decision. That's not going to go very well for you.
Anyway, so just wanted to note this about karma is a highly complex bitch. Highly complex. But you can indeed sort of cover your ass by your mental attitude and emotional balance and stuff when you make those decisions in the moment. But they must be made. And not for you,
but to help further everything because they're part of the continuing drama that is the event stream through which we all live, basically. Anyway, that's it. This is a long one. I've got to get the dogs out. Somebody needs to pee over here. So another one tomorrow.

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