on my ĥill

On my Hill talking shit, feeling better everyday with weight loss & a different perspective on life, it's funny growing up as a in a household not knowing what narcissists are or Psychopaths for that matter it's funny how they think I'm nuts however I walked away for good reason because when nothing is good enough I have to have respect for myself regardless if you gave birth to me or you raised me people don't know about my house and what I grew up in I've been told so many times she was sick however doesn't excuse the behavior after and everything that followed blew my mind, my parents raised me to be abused mentally by woman and males for that matter to be picked on and bullied to find the worst aspects of females and make them the mother of my child..... when you have predatory instincts and deep down you are on some type of sociopathy scale you don't show everyone but you learn to do what is really you behind closed doors where no one else can see apart from very few but they grew up with the same structure and it's normal it's funny how I took it for all those years but when I said enough is enough they attacked they may not think they did but they did the behavior was sick and really messed up I honestly tried to do everything I possibly could however it wasn't good enough and the funniest thing for most of it I did it via Messenger and I will never delete those messages because if anyone ever wants proof I have it in black and white. Life Goes On and I feel better being free of every toxic relationship I ever had I just discard them regardless if you gave birth to me or you are my father sister included as well as quite a few friends and family members I'll get rid of everyone if I have to because regardless of what they believe I need to be happy and if being happy is walking away from all those so be it, and if they disagree we will have to agree to disagree and good luck because it's your loss and not mine

and when they say they tried their best I'm sure Hitler started out that way too and that didn't go well