my older self would tell my younger self to just wait bitch, WAIT

i feel myself getting over shingles but at the same time it has extended itself i swear
this is how my virus talks to me
people are never mentally prepared
most don't wanna be challenged so the curve balls will cause a freak out
a lotta the time they just get on psych meds (that can make them kill themselves but forget that statistic cos everybody else does)
i wish that i could pass along my resilience to those that ain't strong
if it ain't yours it won't mean shit
the most valuable thing in this life or any life is not sold in the stores
people tend to complain that they never get what they want
it won't come easily or quickly
it will still happen but it will just be late
this timing is of God, not of the world