Impaired judgement (B)

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"Impaired Judgement" delves into the raw, disorienting experience of being trapped within one’s own chaotic thoughts and emotions. The lyrics vividly portray the battle between reason and madness, capturing the sense of losing control and being overwhelmed by destructive impulses.

The opening lines, “In the shadow of the wreckage, where whispers fade to screams, / Echoes of decisions haunt me, unravelling my dreams,” establish a haunting tone, where the protagonist is haunted by the consequences of past choices. The idea of being a “soldier in this madness” reflects a sense of internal conflict, as if the protagonist is constantly battling their own mind, trying to maintain control amidst the chaos.

The recurring theme of “Impaired judgement” throughout the song emphasizes the protagonist’s sense of being trapped in a state of confusion, where logic becomes twisted, and every decision feels like a misstep. The line “Twisted logic, feeding my desire,” suggests that the protagonist's reasoning is distorted by impulses or desires that they can't seem to resist, even though they know it’s leading them further astray.

The imagery of “Riding on the edge of chaos, I’m losing all control” creates a sense of precariousness, as if the protagonist is teetering on the brink of collapse, while “Strangers in my reflection” signals a loss of self-identity. The struggle to break free from the darkness within is evident in “Digging deep into the darkness, I can’t seem to break free,” where the protagonist fights against an inner force that pulls them further into a state of confusion and despair.

The phrase “Every choice a prison” suggests a feeling of being trapped by one’s own decisions, unable to escape the cycle of self-destructive patterns. This is compounded by the sense that the protagonist is not truly themselves, as they cry out “this is not the real me!” The struggle is one of self-awareness and recognition, but it feels like there’s no way to reconcile the internal battle.

The lines “Can’t you see the mirror cracking? / Feel the shards tearing through,” intensify the sense of unravelling, as if the protagonist’s entire perception of themselves is shattering, and the very reflection they once saw is now distorted. This moment highlights the internal disintegration and the breakdown of clarity.

Despite the overwhelming sense of despair and confusion, the protagonist maintains a sliver of resistance, encapsulated in “In this fight I’m claustrophobic, can’t escape this falling haze.” While they acknowledge the suffocating nature of their situation, there’s a fierce defiance in “I’ll scream into the void, let it echo through the night,” a cry for release and a refusal to quietly succumb to the madness. The repetition of “Impaired judgement, I’ll lose this fight, but I’ll keep up the fight!” shows the protagonist's determination to continue struggling, even in the face of overwhelming darkness.

The song as a whole conveys the experience of being lost within one’s own mind, a prisoner of irrational thoughts and emotions that seem to dictate every action. The constant push-pull between despair and defiance creates a tension throughout, portraying both the internal destruction and the desperate hope to break free. “Impaired Judgement” captures the intense turmoil of battling one's own chaos, with moments of clarity clouded by the overwhelming force of internal struggle.

Written by Toby Davey and sung using A.I.

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