starting over

#startingover #johnlennon
2024 Started off with many promises and then …
I was lied to and stolen from by someone I thought I could trust . (note to self, trust no one, NO ONE)

I was kicked out of my home of 12 years, given 30 days and an eviction notice (ensuring I wasn’t going to squat.) I was treated like absolute dog 💩

I packed up my life and home that I loved all by myself and in 25 days I bought and moved into a little house. I’m back in the town that I ran away from, surrounded and haunted by memories.

This house does not feel like home, not like the last house, but I am forever grateful that I have parents who were able and willing to help me with this gift.

I fought 3 hurricanes in an uncomfortable environment. adjust, repair, replace, rinse and repeat. I’ve cried, screamed and yelled at God (still do, but I know He understands) it’s ok to struggle w Him 🙏🏽

Sped towards an election in which I praised God and the American voters for blessing US with 4 more years🇺🇸👍🏽 (never had a doubt) . I give myself credit too, I never gave up on Trump and I never will. fight fight fight 💪🏽

I’ve never felt more alone. I’ve never been so lonely, even though I’m surrounded by people. This is not my sad story, just a sad chapter. The story is far from over. I definitely learned a lot, including Russian(200+day streak)

Damn glad 2024 is ending. This year kicked my teeth in, threw me on the ground and dragged me literally across town.
I’m ready for MY BBD (bigger better deal), maybe a trip to Saint Petersburg🇷🇺 and an Alaskan cruise. And while I’m at it let’s put Istanbul 🇹🇷and Israel 🇮🇱 on the list.

2025 I welcome you with open arms 🤗 and one day this house will be the cutest pink rental 🩷 🏡. I’m painting and preparing for a pink Airbnb or rental in 2-3years. Making those extra mortgage payments with an eight year goal for the deed.

Maybe by then I will have fallen in love with it …

Maybe by then I will have fallen in love ❤️…

Maybe by then I will have a new last name….

Maybe I’ll stop “planning” , after all God has other plans. 🙏🏽