of all places to feel superior...the internet is where it's at

i can't not be in my head
i can't not go back over all that stuff i said
i can always analyze even more
trying not to beat myself up as badly as i used to
all you can hope for (for the most part)
not hard to be better than you were before
"clean" is a relative term
i just wanna see what my body will naturally produce
how well do my endocannabinoids work w/out the you know what
if i do it for God it's easier for me to succeed
giving up coffee was way easier than i expected
it's not about the drugs
all the brainwashing tends to do it
i know about the cult that i'm in
whenever outsiders come into my church they are quite perplexed to put it nicely
i get it, man, i look at the general public the same exact way
when they yell at the tv watching a football game
if i pointed my finger at em n laughed they wouldn't care
when do they not accuse me of that one hahaha
i feel better cos of this cult
most people won't ever know cos they don't wanna know
what's the point in shaming em, i mean
shaming em is really more for yer ego
can you let it go (probably not)
if you can't let it go i'm probably not the one w/ the problem
i work at a restaurant, i'm allowed to shame fat people
i'm all for tactics that are actually successful
you can always gaslight yourself!
maybe i'm the stupid one for refusing to go along w/ this culture
i choose to be outta touch tho, think of hall & oates