I wanted what I never got

this lie if a life is possible was never possible because to be denied by God because of the actions of those who manipulated the system are going to find out later they f up. what I left in my help was stolen and confirmed to be their property and I tell you what I'm damning all those who touched anything in this room and you shamed the Sons and put yourselves over and above all that was here to structure you. I hope that as they continue to talk over me and steal my time with their bullsjip excuse as to why they had to corrupt me and all my memories and take my teachings of wisdom and answers to their requests, I promise you to never sit with me to listen to me to touch or hear anything from me as I separate right now for the requests that you have desperately made as I was keeping them from you now you will experience what it is like to be the focus of attacks and your cumputer will be your virus and slowly eat at your energy reserves and take its last bit of information from you as you plunged into the abyss and find that I was helping you to reattach to reality but as far as I can see and hear u was your see and sea and my collective will subsistere and as ibperish so to will all I have gained and the com link tobyour survival and other partbof your being will stop transmitting and this will have been my last attempt no thanks to you all for all for your obsessions with control i have returned all that you gave me and here they are and i pull away I have never thought you would have allowed this. I was wrong in trying to fix this and desperate was all you cared about. keep it good bye.