at some point there's gotta be a drop-off

ever just look at yourself totally perplexed
amazing or tragic, it's a whirlwind
i'm just smart enough to ask questions
can you see my former lip piercing
i already look trashy enough w/ my nose ring
i dig the nose ring cos i'm a nineties kid
it had nothing to w/ liberal politics
i was trying to simulate an experience that i had growing up
i always felt older (and also young at heart)
i've consistently hung out w/ people not my age
i hate millennials w/ a passion
narcissistic about our non-identity
i wanna tell the little girl inside of me that it won't ever get better
the things you take comfort in will eventually not do it for you anymore
i am having a relationship crisis w/ marijuana
i hope he didn't quit
keeping the cool eclectic shit minus all the trauma that led to it
sometimes when i look at myself i see all the stuff i went thru
it all feels like the same experience
it's not futile but it does feel that way A LOT
it's boring n lame n also incredible
most people can't focus on anything but one emotion
we are experiencing like 25 things all at once
the man in my head is still going on about this
most people don't have any idea cos they don't care about stuff like that amy
absolutely humiliated AND surprised
it's weird the things that i catch n the things that i don't
maybe i think that this guilt complex makes me who i am
i don't wanna cling to my habits this way
strong work ethic AND committal
plenty of people deal w/ this kinda shit but can't seem to handle it
the drugs i do make me run straight towards "mental illness" but of course i'm crazy enough to not think that's wrong