we're just doin a seminar, that is all

so i say...exactly (you'll see)
i love these chords, so sweet
i know everything is way worse than when i was kid
they really just dunno what's good for em
it is maddening esp when they're so arrogant
i'm sorry if i sound like that i know i'm not perfect
people love to stretch their imagination when it comes to you but not themselves
i guess i'm elastic or some shit (i really am tho)
i can't see myself being anything but elastic, they are easily breakable plastic
they don't change n you can't tell em anything
everyone is so stagnant like a statue or a mannequin that's always posing
i was being facetious could you hear it
i'm grateful for whatever gift/curse this is
that sigh, tho
i can't help but be bitter towards people whose lives are way more dense
there's the narcissism that stems from the victim mentality
their capacity for feeling is limited cos all they know is anger
how well could you possibly understand anger if you don't get the underlying reason for it
i can tell you why i'm angry or sad
i can tell you why i prefer to sleep
this little world over here is still a mighty big world (to me)
it all happens on repeat (exactly)
i'd rather be here than there even if it hurts me n i'm isolated
i soul late OR i so late
it's not to be debated really
can you hear paisley (cat) scratching at the door
how silly that was to attempt normalcy
way more experimental as of late
either a growth spurt or a malfunction?
all this extra time that i spend...
i can't stress this enough...
this thing is a defense cos i'm so offended by this world
i do hate it when people get offended so i try not to be what i despise
i internalize what kills me a little bit anyway
at least i'm not blaming it on you n throwing shit around like some people do
i used to do that but in my own time not yours
i'm better than i've ever been
i decided to be a better person, it really is an every day choice
i run for cover from my conscience hence the guilt trips
we jammin we jammin we jammin we jammin in the name of the Lord
fuckin around w/ keys is all
and no we are not going to bed in spite of what time it is