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No Killstream Today, AA Bound...Friday I'll Be Back!
I remember being on air with Delicious Tacos almost a year ago to the day. I had been sober for some months previously but I had slipped...without it being public yet.
He started asking me if I was going to AA meetings like I had been before. I bs'd him and said yea, I'm hitting some Zoom meetings, etc. "Do you have a sponsor?" he said. "Nah, but I'm about to get one. Everything is going well."
Tacos was nice enough not to fully pull my card on air, but he could smell the lies like you can smell the alcohol on a drunk.
There is maybe 1% of people, if that, who can just quit long term dependence on alcohol and/or drugs without AA. There are always folks looking for the cheap way out, or some fad, or I'll only drink on weekends, or whatever. They don't really want to quit, is the problem! Alcohol can be great, and old habits are hard to break.
The good news is you don't have to do it alone. AA, and other programs along with it, are there to help you. Getting a sponsor, hopefully tonight, will be my number one goal. I skipped that last time, as I mentioned, because I wasn't being serious with myself. The addict always wants to lie to themselves more than anyone else. The lies to others are just a byproduct of the lies to yourself.
I thank all the supporters, viewers, colleagues, and friends who have stuck by me, even when I have not made it easy. You have kept me alive, and I want to make you proud. I want to make myself proud.
I'll be back tomorrow.
ER
Here's the link to that Delicious Tacos interview, by the way:
https://rumble.com/v3v2c47-killer-comeback-delicious-tacos-on-life-love-and-the-pssy.html
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