we must act as if n the understanding will come, also self-righteous side rant

ego don't wanne lemme go
that part of me that convinces me that that this is all of me n my eventuality
that part of me that only understands this particular reality
i wish that psilosybin was required reading
this idea is not new, amy
nobody seems to really want an egalitarian society
one cannot be living w/in the realm of the victim mentality n achieve the egalitarian mindset
identity is not a dang competition
the irony n silliness of competing over identity
what we consider bad might still be used for good
loving people is very very hard
crucifixion is not enjoyable
this purpose is somewhat of a burden
i get very overwhelmed by the way things are
my experience is quite intense tho
being thankful for what could be a burden
one of these days imma stop whining about it