John Reaper-Spirited Away (Lyric Video)

Spotify-
https://open.spotify.com/track/4Xbca1S9virh1vzuCt99UI?si=1eb7a996e2154eb4

Apple Music-
https://music.apple.com/us/album/spirited-away/1771067125?i=1771067130

[Verse 1]
Lately I've been feeling
The weight of my emotions
The waves of all the oceans
Are bearing down on me
Can't you see
life's a tragedy
For the weak
I can barely speak
It's been too long
Since I've felt the sand beneath my feet
Lord help me please
Another year out in the rain
My body's breaking down from all the people running past my way
Have I missed my lane
If there's an exit up ahead
Can I take this face
And swap It for another one less likely to destroy my self esteem
No where is safe
And there is where I'm gonna be
Trapped in a cycle in between
The choices of a man
Can haunt him for eternity
I know it's kinda sad
But when you look a little closer
It's even sadder
All the problems that you see within
are all because of him
Washed up athlete
Good for nothing
Give me something
to start working
Most these songs
Are built from all the things I said I never wanted
Feeling jaded
Joy sedated
What's the point
In crying victim
All the suspects start with me
And justice served
Is my destruction

[Pre-Chorus]
Let me see the other side
I'm running out of lies
Give me something to hold onto
Other than these highs
Addicted to the night
I know I'm not alright
It's all a waste to say I'm fine

[Chorus]
Its all gone
Innocence is missed
So much for being a kid
You're always falling for the same old tricks
I guess you have to live with it
It's my fault
How many times
I have to relive this
I never wanted to be this sad
I guess we have to live with it

[Verse 2]
Just another kid on the brink
Rhyming words out of sync
I've been given so much time
Still I barely can compete
With the lies and the schemes
All my friends they had dreams
Now they've turned to stone
And I'm still dreaming fantasies
On my own
I'm alone
I don't know
Where to go
God tell me where the light will grow
Inside my heart
inside my soul
I know this pain is mine to bear
I know the endings very clear
But deep inside
I know there's something I can't seem to come to terms with here

[Pre-Chorus]
Let me see the other side
I'm running out of lies
Give me something to hold onto
Other than these highs
Addicted to the night
I know I'm not alright
It's all a waste to say I'm fine

[Chorus]
Its all gone
Innocence is missed
So much for being a kid
You're always falling for the same old tricks
I guess you have to live with it
It's my fault
How many times
I have to relive this
I never wanted to be this sad
I guess you have to live with it

[Outro Rap]
Lately I've been feeling
The weight of my emotions
The waves of all the oceans
Are bearing down on me
Can't you see
life's a tragedy
For the weak
I can barely speak
It's been too long
Since I've felt the sand beneath my feet
Lord help me please
Another year out in the rain
My body's breaking down from all the people running past my way
Have I missed my lane
If there's an exit up ahead
Can I take this face
And swap It for another one less likely to destroy my self esteem
No where is safe