God doesn't mind when you wear the same thing

i look like i'm on mushrooms n i'm on my way to divine liturgy hahaha (also i am wearing the same dress that i wore last night so i looked like i slept in it)
i actually woke up early n still didn't leave the house on time
i think i am smiling cos i'm proud of myself for performing last night, that's why i am still wearing the dress haha
i realized that everything is gonna require multiple feelings
i wouldn't be interesting if i was so one dimensional, no growth at all
no sense of purpose w/out a challenge
more primitive cos i understand the necessity of feeling bad
it's just a part of the experience, those that resent it aren't too fun to be around
as much as i love to hate them at least they're doing standup
better to not go online n talk trash
it's actually not making the sound right now
too contrarian but they tell me they love me n i don't believe em anyway
i don't believe anyone that tells me they love me, how and why
it sounds so narcissistic don't it
just love everyone, it'll sort them out later i think that's what it said
easier to believe that the universe n positive energy loves me not a human being w/ natural born fallibility
i don't trust em to not trust their mind eventually, here i'll change it for ya
it does bother me that i'm this way
there are dudes that i couldn't see myself fucking n if i can't visualize it, it ain't happenin
sexpectations that is what they are
i am always somewhere else so it's next to impossible to truly be w/ someone
orgasms don't change people i'm sorry, she's still fucking psychotic
women's hysteria cos you know
why couldn't women just do this to themselves, lazy cunts
vibrators exist cos women are insane
neither the women themselves nor their husbands could figure out that she had a fucking clitoris
it's just a physical release
maybe for you n that is fine, i am not you living yer life
the only lesbian on rumble, congratulations (hi)
it doesn't bother me to repress it
why does it bother you that i feel a certain way about sumin
yes i'm comparing sex to cake
not gonna eat that cake n fuck you for shaming me
so grateful to be an artist cos i can accept things way more easily than most
bad decisions affect everyone esp the culture
i guess i'm still a liberal about people's personal decisions but probably the most politically incorrect n highly critical one
but being conflicted is a good thing
look at that dog, beautiful n soft!
yawl didn't see that woman's harr but it was a whitish fuzz ball n it looked just like her dog's
good talk vortex