Psych Ward tomorrow and my dad is on his deathbed at Roswell allegedly conspiracy whatever

Camera died while filming this. Going to the psych ward tomorrow. Trying Brylin first then Niagara Falls. Might have to tell them I want to kill myself. My mother is so scared of this right now, she is threatening to destroy my computer if I go to the psych ward, and now is resorting to rumors of my dad being on his death bed at Roswell Cancer Institute, the same hospital that killed Eugene.