i know it gets redundent but what doesn't

alcoholic bad, lush good
if only i could handle a handle
doin what's bad for ya makes sense esp when dealing w/ trauma
i under react, no affect
everybody is impacted by everything
they don't wanna be so they ain't gonna be
we would not have come to a full, complete stop had there not been somebody behind us
i smoked a fuck ton a pot n now this is what i got
i was such a terrible customer at my shrink's office
sometimes i wish i was better at what i suck at but i tend to know when sumin is bad
i always fuck up a good thing
now i'm just playing all of em
here's the sad version of what we were just playing
i'd rather live in my head since nobody seems to be on the same wavelength
all they do is obey the machine
my ego drags me thru the mud
God gave me a pass to be crass n more
the camcorder typically points down cos the camcorder is placed upon this pile of clothes on my dashboard