The first voice I ever hallucinated.

song Just Breathing (Instrumental) · NEFFEX

This was recorded on my porch around September. I set up a voice recorder inside a little black cloth bag and set it on my porch railing. The closest house is about 100ft away. No one is outside except me in the whole neighborhood and my TV is off. If you heard me speak as I walked by it wouldn't be nearly as loud as this woman's voice comes across.

I was recording to pinpoint the direction of this annoying high pitched tone that would I was hearing constantly while being out side. It would start the moment I went out side, any time, day or night. My nephew could hear the tone as well.

I eventually tracked the tone to some animal deterrents my neighbor had poked into the ground all around her property all pointing directly at my house ( they flashed lights at night in attempts to really get my attention).

This was the very first voice I heard. I started hearing them without recording and eventually inside, outside, 50 miles away, the second I would wake up, constantly 24/7.

It's gotten harder and harder to record. They never stop talking but as soon as I start recording they quite down.

I've never heard voices or thought I had heard voices prior to hearing this recording. I did not hear her voice as I walked by the recorder and went inside, only after when I was listening to the recording did I hear it.

This voice led me to believe that she was a lonely Asain woman seeking my companionship and tried to get me to come over their at night many times and still to this day they want me to go over there at night. I thought it was very suspicious, but I was still hopeful that it was maybe an Asain woman who was interested in me. "I love you Rodney I really fucking love you!" I could understand most things she said with effort or the help of recording, but when she said her name or phone number I could never hear it or make it out. Which also made me feel suspicious.

About a month after first hearing this recording I wrote a note and left it on her door and that's when all hell broke lose. The house was dark and the doorway smelt like some kind of smoke I have never smelt before. As I walked away the voices got very loud, they called me a pedophile, retarded, gay, everything they could to try to make me feel bad or ashamed. They mentioned shameful dreams I barely remembered even happening, things I didn't think it was possible for anyone to know.

I started feeling random odd burning sensations, in my arms, legs, heart and/or a growing crushing pain in my skull. Which they quickly informed me was them, which sent me into a panic. They demanded I buy Bitcoin put it on a hard drive and leave it on her doorstep or they would "burn my brains out".

I called the cops, they offered me a ride to a medical facility for evaluation and I told them that I am perfectly sane. I showed them this recording and a few others and still didn't entertain the thought that this is actually happening me. They admitted they heard the woman's voice but it didn't prove anything and again offered me a stay at a medical facility.

The voices started around September, everything went to hell in October, It's now January. The voices are still there, belittling me, demanding payment, causing me internal pain, draining my energy, making me feel ill, and causing me noticeable cognitive decline.