gratitude is a way better state of mind than anything else

visiting my friend in the hospital once again
i see myself doin everything i'm doin
their dissatisfaction is obvious but they lie to themselves
they never did what you wanted but you still trust em
ag has no affect
i cry over the seemingly silliest thing
i'm not sorry that people die, that's just what happens
you don't even know that you're reading that line
everything is political
blah blah blah status quo
nothing that they do will ever amt to anything in the long run
i will never fully be unwound, i guess that's why i continue to do this
i'm telling you that you have options
mental illness is a form of freedom
these things won't go away no matter how much i study em
eugen bleuler, my bad
this is such a significant element of my experience
performing is what i must do so i do it
comedy tears me apart but what doesn't
the thing in my head just won't shut up
they don't even pay attention to anything that they go on n on about
maybe one day i'll finally commit suicide hahahaha
faustian bargain vs born again over n over n over