well i guess i'll do a song for the boiz...disassociating during dinner

i get to make the world that i wanna live in
creative power is one to flaunt
chronic emptiness was my life for a long long time
i used to wake up every day w/out a purpose
women that don't have kids really struggle w/ this
if it's normal bye
i just don't wanna keep you around
some people aren't meant to do what everyone else is told to do
this doesn't apply to me, they must know how crazy i am hahahaha
this bothers me less n less the longer i live
sanchez was plastered on the back of his truck, i promise if i was being racist i'd have no problem admitting it
i always felt more alone whenever i was w/ someone
i'll let chu buy me dinner but i'll be disassociating
i'm so sorry but i went somewhere else when you were talking
i don't need a smartphone to ignore a man
there's a tv in my head n i'd rather watch it
apparently i have a brain disease
i've grown to accept this cos it ain't goin nowhere
it's quite dramatic for static
i know what my purpose is which is why i ain't runnin into nobody
i don't need sex to feel good or eat to get sustenance
i'm sustained just knowing what the truth is
there's conviction in living this way, just waking up i am passionate in my life
very few will raise those babies, that's what siri is for
this would be so good if i could play it right