if only they knew how to use the internet right

i do wanna make people feel better
that scratchy sound ain't as obvious w/ the pipe organ
marijuana reveals really terrible information sometimes
most get paranoid, i just get really really sad
not on an anti-depressant so we won't kill ourselves
i can't practice consistently, i get bored too easily
this aggravates me quite a bit however i am never boring, i realize that
i gotta do all these tricks so i can memorize shit
doctors are business men that's it
you will always be bombarded by mainstream garbage
so grateful that i ain't fat, it's the little things AND the big things
am i cunt for being disgusted by everything around me
most ain't aware or even care enough to change
it's not as if there aren't days when i don't do what i'm supposed to
i get too stoned n just wanna be alone
success to not waste all day masturbating
progress is death ad infinitum
that prefrontal cortex is totally underrated
i need a big ass book on the human brain
the brain is the most under-valued n under-studied part of us
i feel God's presence more than anything
i understand both the value n the futility of all this
it's all relevant in some kinda way
maybe i'm still a liberal hahaha
i don't believe in telling people what to do
our experiences are way too vast n profound to widdle it all down to this one thing only
it's weird that people wanna believe that but i guess it comforts their ego