Fear Of Messing Out

You're a paradox,
a mix of light and shade,
Craving happiness,
yet in sad thoughts you wade.

You love who you’ve grown into,
but not where you began,
Caring too much,
though you say,
you can’t stand.

Like blockchain,
your layers are complex to see,
Meditraption’s twists mirror,
your mystery.

You want all the love,
yet you push it away,
Healing others,
but breaking your own heart,
each day.

You listen deeply,
but silence your own voice,
Yet accepting yourself is the true,
honest choice.

For when you embrace,
all the pieces you hide,
That’s when real change can grow,
deep inside.... (pause)