FMV|Ölebilirim|English cover|•\\s l o w e d//•

I deleted this song, but I think about it all day since. The thoughts are causing horrible pain again. As much as I try it’s impossible to re record the raw emotion with what I was actively experiencing when I recorded it. Even though it’s bad, it’s more good than bad. Please listen to it with headphones.

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Ölebilirim|English(cover)|
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🚨 FLASHING WARNING 🚨

I present to you:
My fabulous voice. Your patience has been rewarded. Throat singers certainly are meant to sing more than one note at a time. It is grueling hard work to sing only one note, but I did great. It rattles like a silky knife.

I intended to only do the first low verse, so please enjoy the bonus second verse. And be grateful because idek if you truly fucking deserve it. I worked so damn hard to still be this flat.

https://youtu.be/_8wPsZW5OgM?si=_HzhwTHmYpuZB_Mn
Instrumental ^^^

https://youtu.be/mQWlajA4ys0?si=sPL-SIsy6gXH9aiV
Original ^^^

English lyrics: An interpretation of a translation

If you say come back I can come back
I’ll be fire proof
When you need a sacrificial lamb
My destiny
If you say burn it I can burn it
I’ll act through your song
If you need a sacrificial lamb
Our destiny
I have burned myself
There’s no medicine
When it gets hard I,
I just want to die
When you think of me
Think of the old sage I longed to be, please
I have mamed myself
I can’t heal these wounds
This is too hard I
I will have to die
When you think of me
My life and my death grows in meaning
There was nothing I could do that would have made you love me.
I didn’t ask to feel the way I felt about you.
To be with you but unable to be with you
I would rather die

When you say come back I will come back
We’ll be fire proof
If you say destroy it I’ll destroy it.
Olur mu

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If you are trapped in a soul destroying contraption, suicide will be your salvation, but your God will mourn you deeply, as you are generated from his mind. This is the Tao.

#coversong #vocalcover #tao