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Written, edited, produced by Dr. Pinkernton
Music by Suno
Lyrics
[slow intro]
I hate my life
I hate myself
sometimes I just wanna die
I lust this chick
who makes me sick
I can't stand her
but I want her now
[instrument break]
[chorus]
but you can see inside
what I feel
yet it's so clouded
it's hard to tell
why do you have to act this way
cause I know not how you feel
feel me
I've heard you my dear
want you my dear
but all I fear is
[drum toms]
you're playing
[chorus]
playing a game that drives me insane
god dammit
why can't I say what I want to
you'll turn on me
hate me again
throw me in a hole
pour dirt on it again
[instrument break]
now I can still hear your voice
It laughs at me with the one I thought loved me
what a fool I was to ever think you'll love me
[chorus]
what I want is what you want
but what you want still is blocked by your passion
[break down]
maybe one day
I'll not just hold you
maybe one day
I'll kiss you
and maybe one day
we'll be happy
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