Happy Belated (Demo)

I know how to f***
told the fat marxist at the the open mic
when he got angry at my joke about diversity being like
your girlfriends ability to give head: too much is gross
that thirsts designed to stay unquenched
better-off leaving well enough alone instead

I said it with my silence
and I said it with my eyes
I said it with my shoulders
and I said it with pride

and I know how to fight
or at least I'm willing to try
if there's nothing a man will risk anything for
he's prolly dangerously dead inside

so now I'm back in my seat
looking at my phone
I couldn't really hear him but he wouldn't let it go

going on and on and on
externalizing, trying to bargain with my joke

there was feedback
and drunk transients
and a galaxy of light
and an ocean of weltanshauung between us that night

one beautiful stormy, summer evening at the drive

he asked
"are you autistic?"
"do you have PTSD?"
ADRENALINE was bulging out my eyeballs with each new heartbeat
I demurred,
while he seethed

cause he's the kindoff guy who only speaks truth to be cruel
that much I could see
or when he's just too flustered to place the correct lie expeditiously

threw a grenade into that room,
saw the human bandwidth of tension against worldview
I left the place exhilarated
my cheeks flushed from success

blew a cloud
sanging "The West Has Fallen" once again
but you save it every day, my dear
when you limp to work, listen to Jess, and take good care of all your friends

Normies take note,
for now they'll your line
but if you let them get too hungry
they'll F****in eat you alive

***interlude***

I know hot to fuck
and I am willing to fight
but by the time you're sure of this
it probably is not right

I know how to fuck
no Sir/Son/Ladies I can't show you
some mistakes just have to be made
and hope that you come out the other side okay

cause I'm too old to rise to bait
I'll just sit and softly wait
and practice with folded hands riding tantrums
for my childrens sake someday

by the time you know how to do alot of things
it's probably time to stop

I know how to fuck
but she's gonna teach me to make love

I just hope that I can stay hard
moving soft and tender
I'm not as young as I once way
de bebe please remember
but Happy Belated