Buddhism and Christianity and living in suffering (read description)

soon as I cut recording I checked up on my shouting neighbour and he told me to go away so I guess he didn't need help after all
at any rate the point I was trying to make before that was that a lot of people are living in what seems like futility to any advancement of their lives in family finances or faith in the west at the moment and I am not alone even if I'm near the bottom end of that spectrum, both in that other people have similar and because god is with me, and that despite the buddhist use of the term desire to denote lusts or gluttony or greed, christianity believes in healthy desires and that they should be rewarded
my take on this is that a more godly society in communion to christ would be a lot better for a lot of people altogether in the same way socialism promises, without necessitating tyranny, because then we are servants to the one true and living but hidden god who revealed himself in jesus christ, who went through torture and death and hell for our sake, and that such a man who asks forgiveness for those that did that to him is not a tyrant, but the very guarantee of our freedom from suffering and worthy of our trust and love as god, instead of politicians