who is anyone trying to impress really

that lighting makes me look purty
there's that familiar scratchy sound once again
what chu love is cos of what chu hate
this whole channel is devoted to me in a way
i pay a lotta attention to my life, i think this is way too obvious
all the little things that drive me up one wall n down another
i've always felt this way
sneaking suspicion that i'd never grow out of it, i'm usually pretty accurate
so many rites of passages i just wanted to die hahahaha
everyone's laughing but nothin's funny
everyone's scared but there's nothin to be scared about
everyone's conforming but nobody's intelligent
i can't wait to get outta this life
i enjoy it a lotta the time now but this world just brings me down
i am totally intolerable to those that don't agree w/ me
i do this so that i understand myself better
congratulations but no we will never fuck
stop thinkin like that, go after somebody more open to the idea
i failed miserably when i tried to deny these things about myself
i don't need anymore proof but i'll leave it to you to accuse me of being sumin other than what i know i am
a loner w/out a boner aside from the one i got for God, play on words calm it