Vlog|| miserable

[Notes]?

I want to apologize for deleting the video and possibly saying something dumb. I have a lot of regrets and I'm not sure what came over me. I never intended to cause any harm or become mentally ill. I think I became too obsessed with YouTube and it took over my thoughts. Unfortunately, this led to the worst time of my life where I lost trust, friends, and relationships that I never wanted to lose. I know I should have known better and I feel like I have let you down. I was in the middle of my own worst decisions and I wish I could have done better. I was struggling with my own depression and I didn't mean to cause any problems for anyone. I have since moved on, but I hope I don't face any repercussions for my actions. Thank you for understanding..