even if it seems like the same old shit there is still a lot happening

i just wanted people to know that there's a different way that you can go
i knew that people wouldn't understand
everything is a loss of some kind n a sacrifice that is totally worth it if you're actually willing
don't expect people not in touch w/ their emotional nature to get it
why do i look younger here n so much older in the last video (maybe it is due to the happiness that i get from singing)
these keys represent my moods, always changing n annoying
i can't expect this to be different
i'm doing the same thing that annie (clark) does when she sings
don't chu love the lovely msgs that my coworkers leave me
i've cried a lot over stuff thinkin that it might change sumin (delusional thinking)
just cos it didn't happen my way or somebody had sumin not so nice to say
i swear i am part russian, i sing that way
God is always listening n watching n paying attention regardless of how connected to Him i feel at the time
my faith is pretty much like gorilla glue now
much peace in knowing God
everything is an opportunity for personal growth
nobody really knows you (God is the only one)
as much as i can brag about knowing myself there are still plenty of things that i'm still figuring out
i'll be a different person next wk n tmrw
it's an inner transformation...
it can very well be spectacular when you're not expecting it to be
my definition of getting taken care of might not be the right one
anytime that sumin happens ask the Lord what's this for
i always feel like i'm not doin enough
i don't beat myself up as much as i used to
you can't change how i carry on
to the outside world i'm a fool
only crazy mfs can appreciate me
those are my people holy shit look at that eye
if you're not one of us why do you crash the party
goin to a restaurant n hating on it n all the people that eat there...that's the internet for ya
why would anyone in their right mind do that
too much ginger in this here smoothie
this really is a blast from the past that last shot