Foster The People - Helena Beat Remix By 100% Beef Prod. LadiesMan217

I WROTE THIS AFTERRRRRR I WAS FEELING LIKE THIS! I AM DOING WELL SO I CAN PROTRAY EXACTLY WHAT HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND BIPOLAR DISORDER IS LIKE!
LadiesMan217: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTqeofLS5h0&list=LLVsg68bMQD1qBucpONdSffw
Lyrics:
Verse 1:
Depression lerking in your happiness
Pretty soon your lifes actually a mess
Sucidal thoughts leading to a plan
Fight it off myself not needing a hand

Go to the store and it surreal really
When you lie to people how your feeling
my bipolar knows all the tricks in the book
Used to being numb so im not getting shook

Yeah its okay
Ill call the suicide hotline and not ruin their day
Yeah its all right
I'll win this war but im loosing my fight

Im getting kinda sick of feelin manic
Up till 4 in the morning like insomac shit
Im the reason im up cause i planned it
Hope my impulsions dont cause damange

One situation could ulter my life
And its still my fault i realize
I wont grap for the kicten knife
Im never ending my fricken life