Tuesday 7/9/24 Sunset

Thanks to all my followers. Sorry I haven’t posted much lately. I have been going through a some rough times. Mostly i have been SEVERELY HOMESICK and depressed.
Feeling better now. Found a Job. Feels good to be back turning wrenches 🔧. Today was a tough day. Haven’t gotten all my tools moved yet. But feel like I’m being evaluated on how quickly I can get stuff done but only using 1/3 of my tools.
I would compare it to giving someone a slingshot and sending them into a Warzone and expecting them to make it out alive if that makes any sense to anybody else that’s how it feels for me right now at work a slingshot of tools and I’m supposed to be able to do Everything at top speed and perfectly with this Fraction of tools that I could fit in my SUV/crossover. It’s really discouraging and if anybody could give me some words of encouragement or maybe anything that could help I’d graciously appreciate it. Thank you, everybody