many have romanticized the idea of being a comedian...don't.

God sees everything, He knows the excuse you're about to make
i could never fake excitement
my lack of enthusiasm i cannot cleverly disguise
some find it endearing, most are horrified
you don't have to like me for me to continue to be whatever you see
their approval rating is more important
i never thought that anything i do would win any approval haha
i have quite the advantage do i not
here i am doin the same thing
if i were more like them, i'd probably be successful
whenever what chu say actually resonates it makes all the bombing worth it
they never laugh when i want em to so it's always a disappointment
success ain't my goal, helping people is more important
most people don't desire to live a pious life
every once in awhile you will find someone who isn't going along w/ the rest of em
i am supposed to be shat on
i woulda very easily gotten discouraged had i done this in my early twenties
yes they meow at me
i come out randomly like a good hermit
i am making really good strides
i am trying to get back into this routine but it's very hard
i just need more jewish frenz to pressure me
ronnit is about all i can take