Eminem - Sing For The Moment Remix Prod. InstrumentalTyp

Prod. InstrumentalTyp: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6z5Y63SmmRc

Growing up in a christian household it was scary
Worst thing is a 17 year old rappin its embarassing
Do you really have to use that kind of language
Why are you so mad you can explain to us

Why you rap hardcore you (censored)
I relpy you never liked it when I explained my pain tho
rip mom but in raps she wanted me to bottle in up
I held it in so long until I would all erupt

If i break up with her ima ending it all
The break up put me back in the mental hopital
His emotions are shot, his hope is all lost
He spoken so rotten and its broken his top

emotions a broken roller coaster ride
Suicide on his mind im not supose to die
Six hospital stays, dark thoughts wont go away
I dont wanna die I just want a better emotional state

23 now, my emotions are manageable
I escaped all responisbiity but i had to tho
Free spirited as a eagle the U.S mascot
I feel grounded like newly paved asphat

thankful i never sufficated with a plastic bag
And the boxcutter never drew blood on my dramatic spaz
Dig up my past again like an archaeologist
So when the session is over I can call it quits

But kids relate to the music thankful it all exists
Im always thankful for the support and aknowlegemts
I was in out of phy wards like i worked there
Now im a big brother to kids that are hurt and scared

But big reaction channels are obessed with autotune
Love my fans but im smaller than college rooms
Copywrited music trying to take a cut
I dont fight it no adsense theyre paid enough

No wonder these Youtubers hate susan wojcicki
Hate any real opionon that is slighty too risky
Kids with mental health continue to listen deeply
While Susan censors edgy creators descreetly

Wait its not family friendly, were not the mainstream
But maybe my heads to far into this daydream
Since 2016 ive been grinding like a cheese grator
And im gonna make mainstream drop to their knees later

Ill gain their popularity, at least my musics therapy
To these kids but how am i gonna give their releif
I just write music im not in a chair to preach
If i give them bad advice i wont dare to teach

What do you do when you message a friend
Says he almost jumped in front of a train before the text you sent
If I wouldve texted him later he might be dead now
Im glad hes alive but im really stressed out

my music relates to people that struggle with suicidal thoughts
then came a suicidal friend that needed a smile a lot
Im glad hes alright but now im exasted
Im aqward socially so i tried to be postive

But im no professional and that can be costly
He said he wanted to die but i didnt taje him seriously
i thought he guilt trippin till he took his percs and popped three
he said hes ending his life that put the fear in me

Hes okay but thats why i rap for the outsiders
That wanna die and write in journials to buy time
And draw pictures all over your binders
hate your inner voice so you daydream when you lie at night

And for rappers that get laughed at for artwork
They call you lazy cause rap isnt hardwork
And youre not gonna be forever young like Jay-z
so Get a real job cause youre white and im stuck in 1980s

Live a life that is truely authentic
Not for anyone but because you are the one in it
Treat yourself like your best friend extremely nicely
That will help your mental health please dont die think twice please