What It Means To Be A MGTOW Ghost (Testimony #4)

What does it mean to be separate from society? What does it mean to be a ghost, particularly one associated with MGTOW? Because when you've been pushed aside your whole life and you've been treated as a ghost; someone who's never been acknowledged or accepted, why wouldn't you dissociate with those who supported it; those who revel in it?
Never trust those who only mean to destroy you.
(Sorry for the reupload :( )