anytime you say anything about anything...

now's a funny time to start giving a shit about the lighting
the music is a joke as is everything else
good things that comedians don't even have to be funny
i definitely can't do anything normal
good thing i don't envy em anymore
i used to plan my suicide courtesy of zoloft
medication is a betrayal to myself
i'd rather be paranoid than forget all of it
i never really wanted to leave it all behind
that joint worked far better for me
no this ain't a suggestion, just telling you the truth
if you think it's a sin don't do it x2
i've been pretty screwed up all my life
no decent tool set n this world didn't help in the slightest
i really do relish my freedom so...
they will never talk about that kinda freedom cos they can't sell it
just cos they don't agree don't make what you're doin the wrong thing
how's your consccience?
no more guilt trips now that i got confession
at least i tell myself i got wisdom, perhaps it's yet another gaslighting experiment
i'm sure God will lemme know in my dreams
none of these people are remotely interesting
back in the day i was way more of a mess than that which you see here
luckily He sent His Son