if only we all grew up w/ good examples of love

i hope i'm not just telling myself shit that i wanna believe
stoned cold cynic due to living in this world
where ever i go i'm analyzing it
i've gathered a lotta information that ain't positive
boundary nazi, don't even think about it
better that i just say these things to myself
if you wanna fuck then no you don't understand me
sex is supposed to be a beautiful representation of God's love
i only see this example in the Orthodox Church
protective but not overbearing
i dyed my harr pink in my early early 20s cos i'd always wanted to do that when i was growing up in the nineties
i will own every bad decision i've made
women will never understand cos you're holding them accountable
what is ANYONE doing tho
i make 25 mistakes in 1 so i quit drinking