EXTREMELY URGENT MESSAGE TO DR PHIL ARTHUR MOLLON, MY 'FAMILY', 'FRIENDS' & 'COLLEAGUES' WHO HAVE ABANDONED, EXCLUDED & IGNORED MY CRIES FOR HELP SINCE EASTER 2023. I AM BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR. I CONCEDE DEFEAT. MY MUM

EXTREMELY URGENT MESSAGE TO DR PHIL ARTHUR MOLLON, MY 'FAMILY', 'FRIENDS' & 'COLLEAGUES' WHO HAVE ABANDONED, EXCLUDED & IGNORED MY CRIES FOR HELP SINCE EASTER 2023. I AM BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR. I CONCEDE DEFEAT. MY MUM NEEDS SOME PEACE & SHE WILL BE MUCH BETTER WITHOUT ME. BRIDIN MCKENNA 27TH MAY 2024 BELFAST CITY HOSPITAL ACUTE MENTAL HEALTH WARD HELD & DETAINED UNDER SECTION. SHAME ON YOU ALL.
"“I close my eyes and I let my body shut itself down and I let my mind wander. It wanders to a familiar place. A place I don’t talk about or acknowledge exists. A place where there is only me. A place that I hate. I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world. Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember. Alone without my Family, alone without my friends, alone in a Room full of People. Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror. I don’t want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again. I hate that when I scream, and I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. I hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming. . . More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn’t alone.”
A Million Little Pieces - Bridin McKenna 29.05.2024