ag can do community...ag cannot do companionship

i knew that shit would happen, i promise it was there
it's not that serious but still
aren't yawl glad i don't sweat the small stuff anymore
well some probably wish i would so i could just get on outta here
i wanted to nuke the relationship every. time
i totally took this dude for granite n i feel bad about all of it
i'm happy that he found somebody who can do what i couldn't
i wasn't working 24hrs, it was open 24hrs (sns)
it took me a year to push him away but it still breaks my heart that i broke his
i blame myself for fucking up a good thing but i warned the mf
i wish that i didn't have his v card
unless sumin happens that i have nothin to do w/...
i naturally wander off into the woods
i'm a no-dependent
i am part of that small % that runs into the street screaming whenever in a relationship
depersonalization is not how to do a relationship *with yourself or anyone else
you will never be satisfied cos you are not how you idealize yourself
the trance! crap is a good segway into what's wrong w/ humanity
i never ran away from being fragmented
i don't deserve anything but Hellfire
happiness is different for everyone
i wish that i was still a virgin but alas
my initial life forecast was correct
i couldn't accept myself for a long time but then i smoked bags n bags of weed...
i am my own companion n that's just fine
the sheep have destroyed themselves w/ all things involving a screen
i get myself off in many different ways
i love myself like i'm another person
i'm not ruling anything out but i ain't seeking it (and am pretty disgusted by the whole idea)
westernites have been trained to never have to wait for anything
i'd rather make stuff than live in my little fantasy world
women have a knack for depersonalizing which is why the men that do that think they are women
the artist is aware of that fantastical side of ourselves
every time i do drugs i just think about all my problems
sometimes a bitch just wants to me alone
the men that i don't scare i just end up pushing away
social media is a socially acceptable way to keep tabs on people n essentially stalk them hence following people on insta!SPAM
i can't fix society but i can attempt to fix myself
it's your responsibility to understand your life decisions
if you are w/ the right person they will bring out yer positive qualities
love makes you think you can be a completely different person
sometimes i wish i could be a typical girl
matthew 19:12 can't repeat this enough
he who is able to accept it let him accept it
it's not difficult anymore tho
having to explain this to people is way harder