7. The Price

One night, as I was thinking about the time that I had voluntarily given of myself, by volunteering to go to the Dream Center, and about what a privilege it had actually been for me to be there; I realized that I had actually learned a lot for the short amount of time that I was there.
Then I got to thinking about some of the people that I had met there and about the lessons that God had begun to teach me as I was learning to see others through His eyes, or trying to at least.
It wasn’t an easy task for me. I had only been saved for a few months and I was still very rough around the edges.
I can be so hard-headed sometimes, but I did my best.

After sitting there reminiscing for a while, I felt compelled to go through some of the notes that I had written when I was over there, so I pulled out my journal and began reading through some of the notes. There were so many things that I had forgotten. Then I suddenly came across these thoughts of mine, which I had written on the fourth of July after I had spent the evening watching the fireworks across the city of Los Angeles from the Dream Centers’ rooftop with a few friends, and shortly after I had read the book of Matthew that night.
I remember how I had been thinking about how Jesus must have felt as He was hanging on that cross, dying, and knowing that He had just been betrayed and abandoned by His closest friends, and I was thinking about how He must have felt so all alone, even though He knew that that was the reason for His coming here to earth.
For us…
For me, and for you…

As I was thinking back on that moment of time, I then began to hear these beautiful words coming to me in a most solemn and sincere way.
So, I got ready to receive what I believed the Holy Spirit was about to give me.
I could literally “feel” Him coming towards me…
The words… and the melody…

When I began to pen the words which had started to flow through me, it was like there was this slow, soft, melancholy melody which had magically swirled itself around the words and, while accompanying them, they melded together into this soft, beautiful song which describes Jesus’ humanity, along with the ultimate “purpose” for which He had voluntarily and humbly injected Himself into His creation…
FOR YOU…

I don’t know… that was just the way that I felt it or, perceived it in my heart.

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When God first put it into my heart to actually record the music that He’d been giving me, He simultaneously impressed these words into my heart:
They’re from the latter part of Matthew 10:8, where He says;
"Freely you have received, freely give."
So I freely share this music with everyone.

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Thank you…