Final message for Shannon... Unlisted Video

The last message wasn't done properly. I focused on the wrong person, Shannon and our family are the most important. I failed as a husband and I am sorry. I wish I could've held our family together like I had for years. I made some mistakes and wholeheartedly regret them. I've seen old pictures and admit, I got lazy and got fat. I stopped being the person I should've been for you and myself.

Regardless, I truly felt God brought us together and you, Shannon, let the father of lies tear us apart. The only people mattering in your life know the reality of what happened, no matter how hard you try to rewrite history. I wasn't my best self with you recently, but I was a pretty good husband/father and you know this...sad you were unwilling to truly put in the work to make our relationship last. If you dedicated half the energy you recently used to try to destroy my life with your various actions, we would've been the best couple ever. I know I took you for granted the past few years and I regret it, but at least I know I tried and I definitely didn't deserve anything that's happened to me during the past 6 months. How could you treat the father of your children and the supposed love of your life this way? We're going to get a divorce and we haven't even talk about not being together...I pray you actually watch this entire video sometime and even more, that your heart is unhardened and you can learn to show love to your family through your actual actions and not just words.