kerosine_fire_wings update_11_09_PM_03_15_2024 - Lome Marsupial

[1/1] more tinkering with that single extra guit layer, and havent gotten toward the 2 extras just yet.
Then percussion and vocal addovers, in the atmosphere or aura as some of the (already finished and fine as-is) other songs from It's Raining Boneclad Gizmos.
Lots of level editing ahead and this is, again, a rawer sample and insight. After being excited about music and sharing it and realizing really only my inner spirit or muses give a fuck it's still okay, and also, accepted that:
the way its being edited and a mixture of it sounding like an older recording in some situations, is kept in mind. Also that: it is going to sound in such a way regardless, for as the equipment, process, and availability to edit is as d-i-y as some local businesses do in some ways try to speak about but mostly print out onto cards while tons of other people handle objectives.
This is all on me and I don't really still know about mastering albums but have done it enough.
Quite ever so, too, the adding percussion in is my biggest battle a lot of the time. I'd kept this song simple and as a banjo and vocal only since the thing was "done," (in 2011,) (as a different alias(har))
but after adding layers in and seeing how very much it is changing the tone, it's like a date with destiny.
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anyway yet again I am not too ultra daft on who instragram is for, and how I know I aint getting any support or nothin on it. That's accepted. I'll probably be-- you know, d-i-y to a fault in some cases. Like I legit, not as a marketing nuance, really do this music for spirit and the muse and to just -- make some sense of feeling happy or content. It'd of been or would be great to have any gain from any of it. But shit, I... question things too much, or am getting into it all too much, wanting to try it all.
What am I trying to say really? I think I calloused up a lot of sensations after ever starting doing all of this. But its still raw feeling and doing what those senses of that rawness did to or for me when I realized something was for outliers and miscreants and maybe even like alchemists and storytellers that are going to get in it quite much so by ...[1/2]
[2/2] the other alchemists or storyteller that put a business down onto creative expression or "exploring pursuits." Like maybe something would get shaken up too much into the "anti-authoritarian" consumer plan.
Either way its nice to ride on through visions and see them through. I'll play dumb and silly about such things and not talk too much about that or at all. Just in some cases, if you live as Chaos Neutral and Peace Neutral, you sort of sense something of the soul then also of the cardinal sin of plasticity. and I really want to do something with archetypes in the music, and press on establishing some marriage between beauty and fable and also dirt grime and grit. You have to expose wounds to wash and heal, and its a challenge but also a pursuit to write each up, level, and down hill. and some pieces also done instrumental are the prairies and valleys and places of growth and warm. Then these things are a bit haywire and I was asking for "fable" sounds to come to be. So I suppose it did come to be. But its still not easy, its never easy, to mix these things.. Recording is pretty easy. Playing is easy. You just flow, and tune in, and "scry" as its referred I guess. I dont know though. Im androgynous I guess you say but get hated by as a man by lots of these "spiritual" groups. Then the rural traditionalists of folk or this or that think it pushes "too" far, not that too many hear it any how. There's so much more that could be built if I didnt get bullshitted. But I did, and am still pressing on, and its ok. I'll play "weird" or whatever so everyone can feel ok. But I'm a story writer and hopefully some fun and sense arousing things can be built still yet before I croak. Not like, frog-like. (Ogdoad joke.)---I like stories of Creation.
3/3 extra word jumble: anyhow, between working on drafts and some spelling mishaps. whoops.
I'm 30 something though and the "Muse" still is there as a water pot. Its good to see that it still trusted me even after being thrown off from that time to be calm with such, you know--- with life's ongoings, life's adult necessities. I firmly believe the process of scrying, for song creation, and also writings, and so on. There'd been some very deep changes in perspective from, and I say this as a "yet again thing," maybe the last several months.
I learned that when you have your own envisage in a serious contention to protect, even after maybe showing too much of your real self and light and pursuit, to others, that it is a laugh at anyone that does not believe in you at all, or does not want the best for you or even care at all--- that you can still, at least, tap in to creativity, or creative intents. Especially if you don't format it or frame it the "correct" way. You intend to reconstruct a whole new, as doing such. And I think that is a generational assessment of the "New Children" that were predicted to come about, and but yet it is internal! rather so than image based or exterior-only. Image based is a result or a fruition of a result. But the internal "alchemical change" is something primely devoted toward and the sort of nervous system revolution inherited by anybody let to that kind of subject matter at all. Thankfully those who can transcribe or "get" what that means, already will. For those who do not, it will be passed over or doubted or seen as erroneous but that's okay. Our generation gets a "fashion mystic movement," I think. People might be mad at or hateme or feel vibrationally offput if I am trying to be real all of the time, without, like, marketing. Or faking it. If life tests me to that then let it.
okay thanks that's my journal there. Love your hurdles and your peaks.
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also I would really like strings and background singers and instruments of so many kinds in a lot of music but as I said, it all is cut short into d-i-y one-person production so you sort of get what you get.