Lets Talk about My Grace

THERE IS GRACE ENOUGH
IN MY HEART, BUT WILL YOU BE ABLE TO RELEASE IT
FROM MY HEART?

When I read again what the Lord had given me to write then, I realized that this word is sharp, very sharp and very, very heavy, and I was overcome by an awe that is there, even as I write now. And again this mantle of pain, sorrow and grief accompanies me as it was put on Nehemiah. Does it really have to be, Lord, was my question?

Yes, it must be, I heard softly and quietly.

Two days I went pregnant with this word and then began to make the preparations for it.
It was to be formed into a PDF file as usual.
I had been used to that for a long time, but this time there was something on top:
This time I was supposed to make this word in three languages and later on also provide it as a video.

That's how this word came into being for you,
Received from Father's heart
And written down in tears to deliver it to your heart.