maybe i was just trying to kill the demon inside of me

experimenting yawl
i dig the bell sound cos it reminds me of a synthesizer
i really need to go do standup comedy
nobody can copy what i do
hopefully i'll show you an even bigger bit of my life
i want you to focus on what's in my mind not what my body looks like
the female body is just a distraction
i really like this, it sounds like comin home
is this attempt to create that nostalgic feeling any good
they won't understand but that's ok cos i come home to this every night
this ain't no sad ass cope, i got God all to myself
when in tune w/ yourself everything is a song n that's how i get along
just walkin around n feeling His presence
maybe it's somewhat sick cos i am all over it
how could i not be passionately in love w/ my God
this is the zone can you tell
when you can accept yourself you can also accept everyone else no matter how mean
i could've very easily ended up in a hearse due to my stupid mouth, dumb antics, alcoholism, etc
i could escape ad infinitum
black the fuck out literally where has the time gone
i always ask myself that question tho
i hope yawl love the dog as much as i do
i love kyler, my fellow comic n conspiracy universalist friend
if you're a sheep you say byebye