all their scare tactics won't work, i'll choose my own instead

i really miss smoking pot like whoa
no point in smoking pot, it isn't the same anymore
replace addiction w/ attachment
what matters is what God thinks about it
if i feel slightly guilty about it then i probably shouldn't do it
i just have to get into a rhythm n stick w/ it (almost impossible)
i screw it up every time cos of my racing, pacing mind
even if there was a reward would it really be that good
you can trust that it's legit cos i don't get that dopamine hit
i miss doin drugs the way i used to do em
i can't hardly stomach nostalgia anymore, that used to be my life
i don't even know what sobriety means lookin at our society
everyone is drug-addled considering the copious amt of screen time that everyone engages in every waking day
i ain't the one that's befuddled dear society
"illness" is just how i deal w/ this
maybe the sheep are jealous that ag has always known this truth about the world
i didn't need proof that society was this terrible
no matter what i might say in a patrick bateman moment
i know i ain't no sociopath but i spout off a lot
i internalize so much of what i wanna say to most people
comedy is the only thing i could pursue that would make sense outta these extra senses
i really dunno how to be successful in this shit world
even my marxist friend wants me to succeed
i'm the coolest WHITE!!! person you know
nashville is a mostly dead comedy scene
certain rooms w/ certain audiences are electric
comedy full spectrum, must the world be on fire