I asked God for help, and He responded immediately.

Yesterday, New Year’s Eve, I spent the day, anxious, hung over, and depressed. I’d spent the last several days hung over and anxious every day, and had procrastinated having this conversation with myself for a while. I never intended on publishing this video, but decided to do so Because God responded immediately. Even though it was just a slight response, His message was received loud and clear. I grew up, going to the Catholic Church, maybe twice a month at the most frequent times, but can say confidently I didn’t learn much through catechism other than that Jesus was good and we should try to be good throughout our lives. Recently, as I’ve seen the world unfolds in many different ways over the years, I thought that the world needed God. Little did I know, I was pointing outward, instead of pointing inward, and realizing that I, too, needed God. I was never intending on publishing this video. The intent of making this video was so I could have a conversation with myself, looking at myself in the eye. However, it felt important to me to show others that even in such a Small Way, God does try to connect with us and bring us back home to him. as I mentioned, I’m still very early in the Bible, but I may end up, sharing my journey that I’m starting to go down. Who knows, maybe I’ll keep much of it to myself. Either way, if anyone watches this, I would love any sort of Guidance or other content that I can watch in order to learn more and experience more of His love. Love you all, thank you for those who watch. This was a surreal experience and I just thought I’d share.